Bonnie Lin '19

Greetings! My name is Bonnie Lin, and I am a rising sophomore from Chula Vista, CA (or San Diego, if you have no idea where that is).

Most students declare their major at the end of the sophomore year, but I have declared Statistics as my major. Apart from my major, I have many academic interests, ranging from neuroscience to English to law/justice. This is in part to due to Amherst introducing me to so many new activities; I never imagined myself singing in an all women's choir, writing for an online college blog called HerCampus, cheerleading with Purple Pride, and working with the budget for AAS, the student government. But guess what? That's me!

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Bonnie Lin

One fact about myself that many people don't know is I have had the same goal since second grade: pretty handwriting. Sadly, I'm still not 100% satisfied with my penmanship. Maybe I'll upload some snapshots of handwritten blogposts this summer.

Don't worry, though. Pretty handwriting isn't my only goal. You will get to know more about my summer bucket list as time goes on.

I really hope to see some emails from people outside of the virtual world to assure me that I am not just spewing words into an empty void. Reach me at blin19@amherst.edu, or send me some handwritten letters.

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Puffer's Pond at Night

[This blogpost is a short break from the recounting of biking memories]

About a week ago, I checked off another thing on my summer bucketlist: floating in the middle of Puffer’s Pond at night.

I went to Puffer’s for the first time during the last weeks of the academic schoolyear. Before that day, I had never heard about the Pond before. The summer was creeping in on us, and brought along its heat. Someone made the suggestion of swimming, and I agreed that a swim would be enjoyable. We had taken the PVTA bus that time, but this time around, one of my friends had a car and drove us there.

Stepping into the Pond took some convincing, not gonna lie. I have always been a little wary about swimming in natural bodies of water and sharing the space with other unknown creatures. It didn’t help that I had seen a water snake in the Pond a month ago. I decided that I would relax on the shore as my friends splashed around. We spent a couple of minutes blowing up inflatable rafts. After we were done, my friends all dived right into the Pond. I stood on the shore, refusing to get in. What if I can’t see the snakes swimming next to me? What if fish slide next to my legs? Thinking in the dark only dramatized my paranoid thoughts, but eventually, I caved in and changed into my swimsuit.

I held the pool toy against my chest as I kicked the water away. It was so dark that opening my eyes made no difference from closing them. I couldn’t see a thing, but I felt my body getting farther from the shore. “Guys, where are you?”, I asked. My friends answered in unison, “Over here!” We played a variation of Marco Polo (“Where are you?” “Here!” “Now?” “Here!”) until my eyes had finally adjusted to the darkness and I was next to them. I stopped kicking and squirmed my way onto the raft. I closed my eyes and focused my listening on my breathing. I felt my lungs ballooning and heard the flow of air, but then after a while, I was engulfed in the environment around me. The geese echoes and the frog calls began to blend together, and I felt ready to open my eyes.

The sight above me took my breath away. The glistening stars that dotted the nightsky were simply magnificent. We were under a black blanket that tried to protect us from an infinitely large source of light, but had been pierced with needles of varying thicknesses. What if the blanket was snatched away? Would it glide off? I started imagining things that could happen with this space. The moon was nowhere to be found, but the stars themselves created enough depth. Even though the sky was completely black, this changed after the first glance. There were layers of colors in which clusters of stars could hide and duck into. Those were the shyer ones. Shooting stars sliced through the sky with grandeur and confidence, but vanished after a split second.

This was a beautiful moment that I don’t regret, even with the dozen of bug bites that I found on my body the next morning. Unfortunately, I could not bring my phone with me into the water. At the time, I recognized that but quickly reconciled with the fact that this moment of my life could only be captured in a memory capsule. It was also another checkmark on my bucketlist.

Wheely Tired: Part 2 (5AM-Noon)

This is the story of July 9th, the day my brother and I tried to bike to Boston.

Before I start talking, I have to confess one thing. Honestly, the whole idea and experience stressed me out so much that it affected my memory. Unfortunately, it isn’t as clear as I would hope it to be, but I will try my best to remember.

My alarm was set to ring at 4:30AM. I opened my eyes and saw a fuzzy blur of white. The streetlight glowed in the darkness through my window. I turned over and my clock read, “4:00 AM”. Oh no… I really need this extra 30 minutes… Please fall back asleep. The next time I woke up, it was 4:37AM, and I woke my brother up to start packing.

Alan and I began to pack the pannier. We had the patch kit, LUNA bars, bandages, and portable chargers. For clothes, we looked for the lightest clothes in our closets and packed those. I tossed in several granola bars as well, and two apples, even though my brother didn’t want to carry the “extra weight”.

While we half-asleepedly packed the bag, I kept trying to convince myself that we could just slide back under the sheets and wake up to a more normal, calm day. But the next thing I knew, we were closing the door to my room and walking down the stairs of Chapman toward the front door. We stepped outside into a world of blue. By the time we were done packing, the sun had begun to rise, and light began to pour into the sky. We loaded the pannier onto the rack and put our water bottles in place. With a click, the bikes were unlocked from the bike rack.

We were on our way. For the first few pedals, I thought, “And this is what I’ll be doing for the whole day.” Our first stop was the dining hall, Valentine, just a quick three minute ride. We stopped to fill our water bottles, but we debated about whether this water would be necessary or more weight. Two filled bottles each was the resulting compromise.

Little water droplets and bursts of air crashed into my face as we cruised down Route 9. We passed Campus Police and soon I felt the distance grow between me and my comfort zone. We passed Lake Holland and Arcadia Lake, both of which were stunning sights. My brother kept paper pages of a map and directions that we printed out in his shirt pocket, so he pulled it out every so often to check that we were going the right way. (Neither of us had Internet data on our phones, so we had to rely on this.) Thankfully, my phone decided that its GPS function would work today, so I would pull that out to check for the blinking blue light as well.

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Brother and me in front of lake

40 minutes into this trip, it started to rain. We biked through it, thinking (and hoping) that the rain would take pity on us and stop. Unfortunately, it didn’t. Maybe this is another chance for us to change our minds and turn back. Just as I was thinking this, through my squinting eyes, I noticed a place that looked friendly to wanderers, so we biked over for cover. I realized that it was a mini golf course, and decided that this temporary stop would be a good photo-op. After taking some selfies, like magic, the rain softened up all of a sudden. The raindrops gradually lulled, and we were soon back on the road.  

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Under the Mini Golf Shelter

We got to a point where the directions told us to get off Route 9 and turn into Blue Meadow road. I wondered why we couldn’t stay on the road, but we decided to go with the given route and turned. After going up and down several hills, I saw that the road ahead was closed off with overgrown plants. There was a sign in the center of the path, so I walked closer to read the words: NO TRESPASSING. PUBLIC WATER SUPPLY OF AMHERST.

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In front of Quabbin

Well, okay then, Google. We turned our bikes back and rode the “ride of shame”. We curved around the Quabbin Resevoir on Route 9 and soon found ourselves cutting through the town of Belchertown. I checked the time, and realized that it had been about 2 hours. We had not eaten anything yet. Time to lighten the load by one LUNA bar. We stopped by the side of the road, and shared a bar. Food tastes so much better when you’re hungry. As cars whizzed by us and we munched slowly on the bars, I still couldn’t believe that we were going to make this happen.

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Ware

The next picture might explain our pose.

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Alan "licks" Ware

"THE TOWN THAT CAN'T BE LICKED"? We had to. 

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Town of Ware

By the time we had gotten into the cute town of Ware, we were still on a good time track. It was only 8AM. For some reason, Google instructed us to turn onto Church Street. Even though I wondered why we were getting off Route 9, we ultimately decided that Google deserved a second chance. We started going north on Church St and got onto Gilbertville Rd. We kept going until the directions told us to turn onto Miller Rd. There was a sign posted that said that the road was not a through one, but the route highlighted Miller Rd for another two miles. Geez! I felt so lied to. I had to take a break and recollect myself. We decided to lay down on the ground by a small lake, ignoring the wet grass. I remember how refreshing it was to stop pedaling. I stretched my feet out, then my legs, my torso, my chest, and lastly my arms and fingers. I felt so whole. It was my body and the dewy grass. Even though I wanted to stay there forever, Alan reminded me that the day was still moving, so we had to get going, too. It took a couple breaths to peel myself off from the ground, and picked up my bike once again.

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Rail tracks in Hardwick

Mass Central Rail Trail in Hardwick

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Selfie in front of the Mass Central Rail Trail

We couldn’t follow the directions anymore, so it was up to me and my phone’s GPS. The roads on my screen were unlabelled, so we had to stop frequently to make sure no entrances or turns were missed. As we pedaled along, I tried to focus on both the center and the side of the road. The mailboxes offered a hint for the street name. The path started to feel bumpier, and I looked down to see that the paved road had turned into a dirt path. Like always, on dirt paths, I was so afraid that the wheels would get blown out by something sharp. It was about 10:30AM. Without street names, we were beginning to get lost. A couple of horseback riders noticed that we weren’t moving, so they helped us. They pointed us to the right direction to get back onto Gilbertville Rd.Cruising along Gilbertville Rd, I felt at peace. The sun was hidden behind overcast clouds, and the road was relatively even and flat, with very natural vertical sways. We got to the end of the road, and faced a fork in the road. I pulled out my phone to see which direction was right. That’s when my GPS had decided to stop working.

Just before I began to get nervous, a lady rode her bike towards us. We learned that her name was Chris. It turned out that we had gone 10 extraneous miles off-course. Of course, beginner's luck. Chris was heading back from her usual 12-mile bike ride, and we were going the same direction, so she let us follow her for a bit. With the gear on and our youthful appearance, anyone would be easily deceived to believe that we would be much faster cyclists. She soon learned that we were not fast at all. When we first started following Chris, we were right behind her, but she sped up very quickly and we lost sight of her. We kept straight to the road, and I saw a bright green blob coming closer. As she pedalled back to us, her bright green shirt materialized before me.

We stopped at the side of the road for a quick breath. She took this chance to ask a couple questions about us. What were our names? Hello! Where were we from? Wow! Where we trying to get to? Oh my goodness! How long have you been biking? Woah! She invited us over to her house for a short break to stretch and use the bathroom, and told us that her house was 3 miles away, in West Brookfield. I gladly accepted her kind offer.

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Selfie in front of gas station

It was not a breeze riding down New Braintree Rd, but eventually we found ourselves pulling up on her driveway. There were two men standing in front of the garage. Soon, I met Chris’ husband and his friend. Both of them had the same reaction as Chris when I told them our trip thus far. John, her husband, was apparently the better cook between the two, and he offered to cook us brunch. As we walked into her house, we met her adorable dog. We were told about the dog’s previous car accident, the couple’s children and their college experiences, and many more personal details. As we shared life stories, it amazed me how open I felt and how good-natured this conversation was. Even though I had only met these people half an hour ago, it felt as if I was catching up with old friends.

John was indeed an amazing cook. He fried an egg, melted a slice of cheese in it, and placed it in the middle of an English muffin. The kitchen smelled wonderful, and it only got better when Chris toasted a cinnamon crunch bagel from Panera. As John was waiting for the second egg to fry, he went out to his garden and brought back a pepper, which he then invited Alan to try with his egg. We were so happy that we crossed paths with Chris. Compared to the LUNA bar and Nature Valley granola bar, this meal was phenomenal. I would have never expected something this nice from strangers.

After letting us use her laptop to check Google Maps, Chris had to get back to setting up for an event she was hosting later that day. It was time for us to go. We buckled up our helmets, which she adjusted for me. She told my brother that his seat needed to be higher for a more comfortable ride. She said our goodbyes, and then got back on the road. It was noon by now, but we still had a ways to go.

Wheely Tired: Part 1

You would have never guessed it, but this weekend was pretty special for me. My brother and I biked 60 miles in one day, trying to get to Boston from Amherst. (*Spoiler: We failed.)

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Bike Trail on Google Map

The next blog posts are attempts to recapture all of the moments that we shared this weekend. Get ready for the ride of your life!  

The idea came to me a couple of days before my brother, Alan, arrived. I had just watched “Finding Dory”. I was still freaking out about the fact that Dory’s parents shared the same names as my parents, so I started texting my brother out of excitement. And you know how the best ideas always come past midnight? Well, that was the case here. I actually just scrolled through our conversation for this screenshot.

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"Also do you wanna bike to Boston" "Sure"

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"It's going to be 100 miles" "I'm still down"

As you see, neither of us really thought this through. Even once he arrived, we did not put a lot of thought into this plan. Going into it, we devoted a total of one half day to researching. By the way, I would not recommend our “plan” whatsoever. As the end of the day approached, I got more nervous. I looked up cycling routes on Google Maps and the elevation graph (Tim’s idea), and talked to two friends who had biked 120 miles before. With the support from Joon and Juan, I felt a little more at ease. Before heading out from the Admission Office, Tania, another Green Dean, asked for an hourly selfie on the road. Google estimated that it would take about 9 hours.  

On Friday, we borrowed the two bikes and our gear. We got the gear from the Mountain Biking Club, which consisted of helmets, biking gloves, and uniforms. To my amazement, the uniforms had padding for our butts. Just imagining myself wear the uniform slapped the reality of this idea in my face.

It seemed less and less like a good idea. After picking up one of the bikes, Alan tumbled down the Hill and scraped his knee and elbow. After picking up the second bike, it started sprinkling. Later that day, I had a terrible stomachache. I interpreted all of these as signs of warning, or hints of impending doom. I told my brother, “It’s not too late to quit.”

That same night, we tried to fit the two bikes into Bailey’s car. She had generously offered to pick us up on Sunday. During the hour of struggling, I kept repeating to myself, “If this doesn’t fit, then we are definitely, for sure, 100% not going.” I wasn’t sure if I was happy or disappointed when we managed to fit them in.

Another friend, Raymond, came over to drop off a pannier for one of the bikes. He also brought along LUNA bars, a patch kit, and a taillight. When he was handing over the patch kit, I realized that I had not even considered bringing one of my own. Not knowing how to use one, I asked him for help, and he breezed right through it, “There’s that. Here’s this. You can read the instructions.” I had a blank look on my face, so he said “I’ve never had to use this, so you should be good.” Okay, I’ll just bring it then. It’s pretty light anyway. Then, I tossed two bottles of water into the pannier with the other items that Raymond had brought.

After finally eating dinner and brushing my teeth, I got in bed. I tossed and turned with vigor, unable to settle down my thoughts. This was our first big bike trip and we had never before trained for it. I tried to make a list of all the things that could go wrong. The list felt so empty, yet so extensive. I pulled the covers over my shoulder and shut my eyes. I told myself that it wasn’t going to be a big deal. If we couldn’t make it, we could just turn back. At some point, I fell asleep. Tomorrow was going to be a big day.

Apologies, apologies, apologies!

The title says it all, but I can elaborate for you. 

I haven't published any blogs recently, so my page is looking pretty barren. While I can try to promise at least an article a week, I can certainly promise you that I am still alive and breathing. My summer has been going amazingly, and I have jotted memories down on a document called "Blog Topics". Over the past two weeks, my Google Drive has been filling up with blogposts of all sizes and shapes, mostly 1/4 and 1/3 completed ideas. I have so much to say, but my thoughts are crowding each other. They will slowly unravel and straighten themselves out with every completed blogpost. It will happen. 

Also, I normally don't take too many pictures on my phone when I am out, but I have been making sure to remind myself to take more pictures for you all. With that, I hope you enjoy all of the iPhone 4 quality pictures/selfies/panoramas that my blogs will feature. 

Let's get some content up and running! 

How to: Describe Amherst College

Welcome to the ‘Herst!

I have probably made it hard for myself by trying to take on this challenge of describing Amherst College. Even with my background as a tour guide and loving to ramble about the college, this task is still very difficult. I have learned many lessons and sat through many reflections here. But, taking this one step at a time, let’s start off with the easy stuff.

Amherst College is…

In Western Massachusetts (a bit more rural than my usual suburban life)

Home to about 1800 students (about half the size of my high school)

A member of the Five College Consortium (totaling to about 30,000 students)

Apart from facts that can be found on college guidebooks or website, there are some things that only current students/alumni would know, so I will share just a couple. I have to save some secrets for when you step onto campus. (*wink wink*) On a separate note, I promised my friend that I would exercise my creativity this summer. Poetry seems to be a safe outlet, so I decided to give it a shot with an acrostic poem.

Here goes nothing!

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Adventures on foot and on bike

Meeting people from every corner of the globe

Hopping onto the PVTA to Northampton and other Consortium colleges

Enjoying cider donuts all the time

Reading 25 hours a day in trees

Sitting in Val (our dining hall) for as long as possible

Trying out new study places until you find “The One”

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